Well, it’s Wednesday, I’ll give it that much. Honestly, though? The days are just sort of blending together for me recently.
I mean, at any given time, one of exactly the following thoughts is going through my head…
- I’m tired.
- I’m sore.
- I wish Lexi and Sloane would admit that they’re meant for each other, and what ever else happens, they’ll get through it if they just focus on that.
Yeah, Grey’s Anatomy got its hooks into me a while back, and I’m too far gone to care.
The quest for new gear.
I’m slowly getting the cash together to pick up some new photography gear. And when I say “slowly,” I mean it. Being a responsible adult sucks, and since I’m still considering photography a hobby at this point, it’s pretty much dead last in my budgeting process.
That’s okay, though, because I honestly don’t know which sort of gear I should pick up first. I’m torn between lights (so I can work indoors when the weather is hideous), a new lens (probably a zoom telephoto for wildlife), or a filter or two for my existing lens (so I can do long-exposures in full sun).
My gut says “go for a new lens,” but my experience says “you will not go outside during the winter, so buy some lights.”
The news can fuck right off.
For those of us who aren’t stupid or sociopaths, the world kinda sucks right now. I won’t go into the specifics, both because you probably already know them and because this blog is already enough of a downer with all my “I’m tired”-themed ramblings, but…yeah. Things totally blow right now.
Not too long ago, I made a daily habit of reading 50 to 100 news articles across several reputable sources, but as of today the number is basically zero. And I’m fine with that.
Beyond the pure, elemental basics of survival, my first three priorities are family, photography, and my health, and lately I barely have enough energy to handle those.
Not my job.
Related to the above, my patience with people has reached an all-time low, and my willingness to deal with shit that’s not in my job description is next-to-none. For instance: I’ve hung up the phone twice this week when the person on the other end couldn’t answer a yes-or-no question.
Other Person: “Thank you for calling [Insert Store Name Here], this is Rick, how can I help you?”
Me: “Hi, do you have any [Insert Item Here] in stock?”
Other Person: “We actually have a sale on [Insert Other Item Here]. Are you look–“
Some people might find that rude, whereas other people don’t want to hear a story when a simple “yes,” “no,” or “I’m not sure, let me check,” would suffice.
Anyway, that’s how my week’s going.